Muara Hati

Saturday, 10 November 2012

A Promise to Myself

Today, 10/11/12, I've made a promise to myself to try, to try the hardest!

I've realised that before this I kept on resorting to the same way, the same route that has been pushing me further and further (but definitely not in my desired direction)...there were so many signs practically thrown to my face...though I noticed and captured them, my grips were momentarily.

So today, I pray that Allah will bless this resolution of mine...let today be the starting point of a new, better, beshesh me...amin amin ya rabbal alamin...~

Monday, 1 October 2012

Masalah saya

Saya selalu takut dilihat sebagai terhegeh-hegeh....maka saya akan cuba bertindak cool...tetapi  ke-cool-an saya tu rupanya boleh dilihat sebagai tak berminat....adeh....~

Thursday, 13 September 2012

Oh Hati...

Tadi kiss pipi baby....bende yg sgt common....xde ape yg pelik kn? Tp td 1st time hati bergetar bile bibir bertemu pipi gebu baby tu....huwaaaa...kenape tibe2 rase camni?

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku....permudahkanlah jodoh kami...semoga hubungan kami akan berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin, dan berterusan hingga ke syurga-Mu...semoga kami akan dikurniakan zuriat yg soleh dan solehah yg akan menambah kasih sayang diantara kami...dan semoga kehidupan kami sekeluarga akan sentiasa mendapat keberkatan dan perlindungan dari-Mu...Amin Ya Rabbal 'alamin

Monday, 10 September 2012


I'm sooooooooo good at putting things on hold....important things....very important things....even extremely important things....*sigh*....n now, i understand why my life is being put on hold.....what goes around comes around rite? 



Sunday, 29 April 2012

Love and Time

Yesterday I watched of my favourite movies...but suddenly, something changes....not the story, but something inside of me...the story makes me think and makes me realise that I no longer believe everything it portrays...

What I mean is, now I have a different view on Jack & Rose love story....I think it appears so great because it happened just for a few we can see, in love, mostly everything will start out great....but the truth will reveal itself little by little through time spent together...their relationship were only in the beginning of the first phase, not yet the second, third, fourth phase where everything will get deeper and deeper...they didn't have time for even a small silly argument

Jack and Rose - two people who were of the opposite could their relationship survive several years? Rose was so used to the finer things in life...would she be willing to spend a few nights sleeping under the bridge like Jack used to? Or having to do various works just to earn a few dollars per week? Could Jack change his way of living just for Rose to be comfortable? Could he be a more responsible person and stop living as carefree as he used to?

Should one change for the other, or should one stay true to oneself?

I guess, it all comes back to the ultimate question that will never have an answer - "what if...."

p.s: does that make me a skeptic, or a realist? probably I'm just no longer a hopeless romantic...

p.p.s: choose a person with opposite characters they say....we will complete each other they!

Saturday, 21 April 2012

Oh Students...

Sometimes my students can be so funny....

Funny remarks:

- "Miss, you look extra cute today!"

- "Miss, I really like your baju kurung..."

- "Wow Miss, a new handbag..."

- "You should try to wear your tudung like Miss" (said a Chinese girl to her Malay friend)

Funnier remarks:

- "Nice shoes Miss! It matches your baju kurung...but you use the same handbag daily" (from a boy...n he's not a girlish boy!)

- "Miss, your tudung is so pretty! I couldn't concentrate on the essay"

Funniest remarks:

- "Miss, *tooot* from next class says hi...he also said you look cute today"

- "Yes Miss, you want to date me?"

- "It's true Miss, you do look cute"

Kahkahkah...and all of the funniest remarks were from the same boy...adoyai...~


Tuesday, 20 March 2012


Skarang, doa lps solat dh ada tambahan baru -

"Ya Allah...aku percaya pada jodoh yg telah Engkau tetapkan...tapi aku berdoa agar dijauhkan dari lelaki yg telah beristeri...sesungguhnya aku tidak mahu menyakiti hati mana2 perempuan lain..."

Ni tambahan selain drp doa2 yg slalu minta...semoga dimakbulkan-Nya...amin...~

Kpd suami2 di luar sana....sayangilah keluarga anda dgn sepenuh hati....tak payah la jeling2 senyum2 ayat2 perempuan lain bile berjauhan drp keluarga....macam mane agaknye kalau isteri plak yg dok flirt dgn lelaki bujang bile keluar rumah? Adeh....

*serius x suke org camni*

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

Note to Self 2

The Time of My Life by Cecelia Ahern

Dear Ms Ahern,
Thank you for the wonderful story that fits right in the hole :)

Thursday, 2 February 2012


sy tataw nape tp sy sgt suke gamba ini  :)

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