Muara Hati

Thursday 31 March 2011

Saya, Emosi & Makanan

(tu sume bkn sy) sekadar gambar hiasan yg di pow dr digstation.com


Sy slalu tgk dlm cite, bile someone break up or ade conflict dlm relationship, die akan mkn chocolate atau ice cream atau cake utk hilangkan kesedihan...n bile sy cari dlm intenet pn, byk btol site2 yg cite psl ni...antarenye:

  • Urban Dictionary ade definition utk "Break-up Ice Cream" - The gallon of ice cream a female often indulges in, typically all in one night, after having conflicts with the opposite sex....kehkeh  ^^

  • dlm article "How to Mend a Broken Heart", utk Day 1 & 2 die nye suggestion - Breathe. All you can do is survive this first and difficult day. Take one day at a time. Give yourself permission to mourn. Call in sick at work, sleep all day, sob, eat too much ice cream....true true

nk mkn fondue kt Haagen Dazs!!!!!!!


  • eCreamery (pengeluar ice cream) siap ade wat Break Ups Collection yg listed dlm.......jeng jeng jeng......Special Occasion Ice Cream! aaaahahhahahaha...special ke?? flavour yg ade dlm collection ni: "Chocolate Makes it Feel Better" - Chocolate with Fudge Swirls and Brownie Bites, "Love Bites" - Peanut Butter with Peanut Butter Cups & Brownie Bites, "Single is Sweeter " - Vanilla with Chocolate Chips & Cookie Dough, "Recent Breakup Rx" - Mint with Oreos...mahu!!



n selain drp ice cream, chocolate & cake, ade gak mknn lain yg dicadangkn utk menghadapi breakup...hohoho


  • kt article "Top 10 Breakup Food" plak lg detailed...ade food kalo korang sedey bile breakup (temasuk chocolate & ice cream), and ade food kalo korang hepi bile breakup (gummy candies, pasta, burger n fries, n CUPCAKES)...hahaha

sape yg hepi bile breakup, cepat gi mkn cupcakes!
 
  • ni lg cool! (ke x cool eh?)....ade blog "The Breakup Cookbook" - sume resipi2 dlm tu sesuai utk mereka yg br lps breakup...kihkihkih...rajin la plak nk masak kn tgh sedey2 tu  ;p


oh...point sy wat entry ni? sbb sy baru discover yg sy bkn jenis yg boley mkn time sy sedey....sy x ley ikot pape yg disuggest dlm article2 n site2 di atas...so sy kagum gak aa ngan dorang2 ni....sbb bile sy sedey, sy rase cam samting tersekat dlm tekak...x ley telan mknn atau air sedap2 (eh?)....btol....jd sy boley minum air masak je walopon perut lapa gile....tp bile dpn org, kene aa mkn kn...pakse gak telan ape2 yg ade mase tu walopon rase cam telan kertas....n berat bdn pn turun 4kg dlm mase 2 minggu


tapi tapi tapi..............tu mase sedey je....bile sy stress? mak aih...cam x ley stop mkn! hahaha...tebalik tros...mase tu aa sume bende nk kunyah....rase nk mkn kek je tros beli kek....rase nk chocolate, tros beli susu berperisa chocolate....so berat yg turun seblom ni ngan cepatnye recover blk...haha...cis bedebah


kesimpulannye? xde kesimpulan...ok bai




p.s: dh namblas kali telan air liur tgk gamba2 ice cream, chocolate & cake....nk molten chocolate cake kt secret recipe...jom!

Sunday 27 March 2011

Daddy Saya Sgt Sweet =')

al kisah.....

aritu ummi tibe2 kene ganti big bos gi meeting kt melaka selama 3 hari 2 mlm...oleh kerana dh last minit br dpt taw, x boley nk book kete uitm utk gi melaka tu <-- problem 1

ummi mmg x boley tido sorang2 sbb penah kene gangguan mase dolu2....malangnye bilik di melaka nanti sorang2 n kami sume x ley teman ummi sbb masing2 keje...so nk tanak ummi tepakse tido sorang <-- problem 2

bile daddy taw ummi kene drive sendiri sbb x diberi transport utk gi melaka (mase tu hari khamis), daddy pn volunteer nk anta ummi...so tgh hari tu dorang gerak gi melaka *settle problem 1*....smpai sane, daddy kate die kene blk cepat2 sbb ade hal...tp die x bitaw ummi hal tu adelah --> nk amek kete (hadiah beshday ummi) yg br smpai  =')

so pkol 5 daddy n jihan gi amek kete kt glenmarie....pkol 6 lebey sy bwk kete tu gi office kejap (ok x berkaitan ngan cite ni)

lps maghrib, daddy bitaw die nk gi melaka blk, sbb nk teman ummi...sbb die taw ummi x ley tido sorang2  =')

tp seblom tu, daddy bwk sy, jihan, aliff, aqil & azim gi dinner sbb kesian kami anak2 yg ditinggal ibu bapa  =')

pkol 9 lebey daddy gerak gi melaka tanpa bitaw ummi...so of course la ummi tersgt sgt surprised bile daddy tibe2 smpai! (apetah lg smpai ngan kete br...ahaks)  *settle problem 2*  =')

esok nye pagi2 daddy dh kene blk sini sbb die ade appointment...n ptg tu, lps solat jumaat daddy gi main golf...abes je men golf, daddy stret gi melaka lg utk teman ummi walopon terpakse tempuh jem yg amat sgt, sbb jumaat ptg kn  =')



heeeeeeeee......~

sy nk cari pasangan yg sgt caring cam daddy sy!  =')


amiiinnnnnnnnn......~



*oh ye...asalnye, utk settlekn problem 2, ummi tepakse beli ubat tido kt farmasi yg berharga RM60...agagagaga  XD

 ** sebenanye sy panggil ayah...tp bile mengade saje panggil daddy....hahahahahaha

Friday 18 March 2011

Masih Lagi.....

masih terbayang

masih terngiang

masih terganggu

masih tersedu

masih terkesima

masih terseksa

masih termimpi

masih tercari

masih terguris

masih terhiris

masih menitis

masih merintih

masih menikam

masih mencengkam







oh Tuhan terangkan hati dalam sanubariku
untuk menempuhi segala hidup penuh cabaran ini
oh Tuhan ku berserah segalanya kepada-Mu
agar jiwaku tenang dengan bimbingan-Mu selalu

Thursday 17 March 2011

One of My Favourite Songs

Now you say you're lonely
You cry the whole night through
Well you can cry me a river
Cry me a river
I cried a river over you

Now you say you're sorry
For being so untrue
Well you can cry me a river
Cry me a river
I cried a river over you

You drove me
Nearly out of my head
While you never shed a tear
Remember?
I remember all that you said
You told me love was too plebeian
Told me you were through with me

And now you say you love me
Well just to prove that you do
Why don't you cry me a river
Cry me a river
Cause I cried a river over you
Over you

You say you love me but you lie

Now you say you love me
Now just to prove that you do
Come on and cry me a river
Oh cry me a river
I cried a river over you

I cried a river over you

I cried a river
Now you can too
Cry me a river
Cry me a river




I do cry you a river.....


dammit! this song pierces right through me...slashes me inside out


but I can't help falling in love with the song...especially with the amazing voice & new arrangement of music....simply amazing!


(if you don't stop or pause the embedded mp3, you can listen to the song as well)



p.s: tp mase tu, sy blom maced lg...masih ngok ngek stupido illogico


p.p.s: x faham eh? eheh...

Wednesday 9 March 2011

Why....

Why gloom when you can smile
Why cry when you can laugh
Why sigh when you can squeal
Why dwell when you can ignore


Why confine when it should be set free
Why retain when it should be discarded
Why question when it should be accepted
Why succumb when it should be conquered











...because it hurts
...because it's hard
...because it's you
...because I truly care





TSTA
09/03/11
7.52 p.m.

Thursday 3 March 2011

Sila Makan Ubat utk Kebaikan Diri

Dear people,

I need some pills...or tablets...or lozenges....or even *gasp* thick gooey dark syrup (cough syrup anyone?) to make me forget...not in the market? then create some! now!!

they can be called 'Forgetting Vitamins' or 'Forget Plus' (sy sungguh kreatif bukan?)

oh no...I don't need them to make me forget sad depressing memories...those I can handle...its the sweet ones that are so stubbornly clinging...n I don't think I can, or should, keep them any longer

so...can anybody help me?

please...please...please....~


make them colourful...or at least pink & purple


urgh...tgk gamba ni pn dh loya tekak...tp kalo ade, sy pasti akan telan...promise!

Wednesday 2 March 2011

Of Heart and Mind

Thousands of words in my mind
Racing each other to get my attention
Pushing and scratching and jumping and tugging
Hoping to be freed
Hoping to be heard

Should I succumb to this madness
And let the tears wash it away
Or should I pretend like nothing has happened
And just put on a thick mask
Would I be seen as weak if I cry
Or would I be seen as tough if I smile

Oh dear heart...
 Will I ever get the answers?



TSTA
02/03/11
1.38 p.m.
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