17 Days To Go...

Wiwiwiwiwiwi....ade beberapa update for my E-day...

Baju gue yg simple tp gue suke bangat! Ngehehe...kurung moden je...xde design2 terkini mahupun sensasi...kain beli kt New Delhi last year...mmg dh siap ade kristal2 pink ngan kuning tu...td tambah kristal biru, jahit sendiri...sbb nk match ngan samping cik abe

Veil gue...setelah survey kt beberapa tempat, last2 beli kt Jakel...harga asal RM280+ rasenye...skarang ade less jd RM180...fully beaded keliling kaler light blue & silver (tatau nape dlm gamba nmpk cam hijau)...gue mmg cari yg beaded simple cani...tamau yg sarat atas kepala tu...kain net lembut...tapiiiii....xkn la gue beli kalo semahal tu kn...alkesahnye die tesilap letak kt rak yg RM69...gue frust la bile die kate yg ni sebenanye harga lain...long story short, die boley bg kurang smpai RM100 je sbb silap staf die...gue tros rembat sbb mmg murah utk kualiti nye tu...then gue tambah sendiri bunga2 pink tu utk match ngan baju (blom siap jahit sepenuhnya)

Baju kami...tudung je blom siap...tempah jahit manik kt tudung bawal (kt Bazaar Tok Guru Kota Bharu Klate)...sbb gue x reti/sesuai/suke pkai tudung pesen lain  ;)  kain baju melayu & samping cik abe beli kt Jakel gak

Aritu ade share gamba inspirasi hantaran...td try buat utk satu dulang...ade la iras gak kn? Ahaks...bunga n bakul utk buah tu beli kt GM Klang...murah sajo...dulang hantaran C.Ning bg pinjam yg wedding Syairah aritu...jimat duit gue...hihi

Next entry nk share brg2 hantaran lak kot  :)

1 month countdown starting from now

woot woooot......exactly sebulan dr skarang akan melangkah setapak ke hadapan...insyaAllah....moga dipermudah segalanya....tgh bz2 marking, invigilate, Ahlaa, dll, sempat gak la intai2 gamba cantik2 utk ilham...hikhik

Inpirasi tudung & veil

canteknye veil camni....ade sape2 nk tlg jahit?

ilham tudung bawal + veil

 

lagi tudung bawal & veil

suwit

Inspirasi makeup

mahu simple sweet fresh look camni...tp kalo muke sendiri x sweet n fresh camno?? hahahahahaha

Inspirasi hantaran

ilham utk kaler combination & susunan bunga

ilham utk buah

 so far x konfem lg nk ada mini pelamin ke x....jemputan dh jemput...menu dh konfemkn dgn ummi....ape lg ek? >.<

Bicara hati

Ya Allah
Engkaulah yang Maha Mengetahui
Apa yang terbaik untukku
Sesungguhnya aku hanyalah insan yang serba kekurangan
Semoga Engkau tunjukkanlah kepadaku apa yang terbaik untukku
Supaya aku tidak akan membuat pilihan yang salah
Ya Allah
Berikanlah ku kekuatan
Untuk menerima segala ketentuanMu
Dengan redha dan tabah
Semoga aku akan sentiasa dapat melihat yang tersirat di dalam yang tersurat
Semoga aku tidak akan mengeluh dengan ujianMu
Amin amin ya rabbal 'alamin...

The need to be stronger

I wish I'm not this easy to cry...
I wish I'm not this sensitive...
I wish I don't care this much...
I wish I can just let it be...

But...

I can't stop the tears from rolling...
I can't pretend to be okay with it...
I can't stop thinking about it...
I just can't...I just can't...

Oh dear heart....promise me you'll be stronger

Oh Allah...grant me strength so I won't hurt other people with my weaknesses

Remember...

A Promise to Myself

Today, 10/11/12, I've made a promise to myself to try harder....no, to try the hardest!

I've realised that before this I kept on resorting to the same way, the same route that has been pushing me further and further (but definitely not in my desired direction)...there were so many signs practically thrown to my face...though I noticed and captured them, my grips were momentarily.

So today, I pray that Allah will bless this resolution of mine...let today be the starting point of a new, better, beshesh me...amin amin ya rabbal alamin...~