Checklist

Hoho....majlis sy sabtu ini? Hohoho....jom jd santa claus

Meh check ape yg dh buat, ape yg blom, ape yg tayah buat  ;p

Done! :

- Baju

- Veil

- Tudung

- Dokoh (baru beli smalam! Super excited!)

- Gifts utk tetamu

- Menu pilihan

To be finished :

- Bunga hantaran - 4 done, 2 to go!

- Sireh junjung - kene buat same2 dgn Mamahae  :)

- Chocolate hantaran - dh tempah, nk reconfirm je

- Buah utk hantaran

- Make-up - jumaat ni Mamahae nk test make-up

- Mini pelamin - dh tempah dgn kawan Mamapah...khamis mlm kene gi amek kt umah die

- Hari mengelokkn diri - khamis ni...hihi

- Kemas rumah - dh buat beberapa step...tp biase la rumah family yg dh duduk berpuluh tahun, byk btol brg! Haha

- Kemas bilik - lg parah...hahahahaha

Absolutely don't have to do :

- Memalaskn diri! Oh oh ohhhh

P/s : wehhh...apsal list yg kene buat lg panjang dr yg dh buat ni?! 

17 Days To Go...

Wiwiwiwiwiwi....ade beberapa update for my E-day...

Baju gue yg simple tp gue suke bangat! Ngehehe...kurung moden je...xde design2 terkini mahupun sensasi...kain beli kt New Delhi last year...mmg dh siap ade kristal2 pink ngan kuning tu...td tambah kristal biru, jahit sendiri...sbb nk match ngan samping cik abe

Veil gue...setelah survey kt beberapa tempat, last2 beli kt Jakel...harga asal RM280+ rasenye...skarang ade less jd RM180...fully beaded keliling kaler light blue & silver (tatau nape dlm gamba nmpk cam hijau)...gue mmg cari yg beaded simple cani...tamau yg sarat atas kepala tu...kain net lembut...tapiiiii....xkn la gue beli kalo semahal tu kn...alkesahnye die tesilap letak kt rak yg RM69...gue frust la bile die kate yg ni sebenanye harga lain...long story short, die boley bg kurang smpai RM100 je sbb silap staf die...gue tros rembat sbb mmg murah utk kualiti nye tu...then gue tambah sendiri bunga2 pink tu utk match ngan baju (blom siap jahit sepenuhnya)

Baju kami...tudung je blom siap...tempah jahit manik kt tudung bawal (kt Bazaar Tok Guru Kota Bharu Klate)...sbb gue x reti/sesuai/suke pkai tudung pesen lain  ;)  kain baju melayu & samping cik abe beli kt Jakel gak

Aritu ade share gamba inspirasi hantaran...td try buat utk satu dulang...ade la iras gak kn? Ahaks...bunga n bakul utk buah tu beli kt GM Klang...murah sajo...dulang hantaran C.Ning bg pinjam yg wedding Syairah aritu...jimat duit gue...hihi

Next entry nk share brg2 hantaran lak kot  :)

1 month countdown starting from now

woot woooot......exactly sebulan dr skarang akan melangkah setapak ke hadapan...insyaAllah....moga dipermudah segalanya....tgh bz2 marking, invigilate, Ahlaa, dll, sempat gak la intai2 gamba cantik2 utk ilham...hikhik

Inpirasi tudung & veil

canteknye veil camni....ade sape2 nk tlg jahit?

ilham tudung bawal + veil

 

lagi tudung bawal & veil

suwit

Inspirasi makeup

mahu simple sweet fresh look camni...tp kalo muke sendiri x sweet n fresh camno?? hahahahahaha

Inspirasi hantaran

ilham utk kaler combination & susunan bunga

ilham utk buah

 so far x konfem lg nk ada mini pelamin ke x....jemputan dh jemput...menu dh konfemkn dgn ummi....ape lg ek? >.<

Bicara hati

Ya Allah
Engkaulah yang Maha Mengetahui
Apa yang terbaik untukku
Sesungguhnya aku hanyalah insan yang serba kekurangan
Semoga Engkau tunjukkanlah kepadaku apa yang terbaik untukku
Supaya aku tidak akan membuat pilihan yang salah
Ya Allah
Berikanlah ku kekuatan
Untuk menerima segala ketentuanMu
Dengan redha dan tabah
Semoga aku akan sentiasa dapat melihat yang tersirat di dalam yang tersurat
Semoga aku tidak akan mengeluh dengan ujianMu
Amin amin ya rabbal 'alamin...

The need to be stronger

I wish I'm not this easy to cry...
I wish I'm not this sensitive...
I wish I don't care this much...
I wish I can just let it be...

But...

I can't stop the tears from rolling...
I can't pretend to be okay with it...
I can't stop thinking about it...
I just can't...I just can't...

Oh dear heart....promise me you'll be stronger

Oh Allah...grant me strength so I won't hurt other people with my weaknesses

Remember...

A Promise to Myself

Today, 10/11/12, I've made a promise to myself to try harder....no, to try the hardest!

I've realised that before this I kept on resorting to the same way, the same route that has been pushing me further and further (but definitely not in my desired direction)...there were so many signs practically thrown to my face...though I noticed and captured them, my grips were momentarily.

So today, I pray that Allah will bless this resolution of mine...let today be the starting point of a new, better, beshesh me...amin amin ya rabbal alamin...~

Watch your thoughts, they become your words...

Masalah saya

Saya selalu takut dilihat sebagai terhegeh-hegeh....maka saya akan cuba bertindak cool...tetapi  ke-cool-an saya tu rupanya boleh dilihat sebagai tak berminat....adeh....~

Oh Hati...

Tadi kiss pipi baby....bende yg sgt common....xde ape yg pelik kn? Tp td 1st time hati bergetar bile bibir bertemu pipi gebu baby tu....huwaaaa...kenape tibe2 rase camni?

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku....permudahkanlah jodoh kami...semoga hubungan kami akan berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin, dan berterusan hingga ke syurga-Mu...semoga kami akan dikurniakan zuriat yg soleh dan solehah yg akan menambah kasih sayang diantara kami...dan semoga kehidupan kami sekeluarga akan sentiasa mendapat keberkatan dan perlindungan dari-Mu...Amin Ya Rabbal 'alamin

P.R.O.C.R.A.S.T.I.N.A.T.O.R

I'm sooooooooo good at putting things on hold....important things....very important things....even extremely important things....*sigh*....n now, i understand why my life is being put on hold.....what goes around comes around rite? 




>________<



#padanmukagua

Take 3

Love and Time

Yesterday I watched Titanic...again...hehe....one of my favourite movies...but suddenly, something changes....not the story, but something inside of me...the story makes me think and makes me realise that I no longer believe everything it portrays...

What I mean is, now I have a different view on Jack & Rose love story....I think it appears so great because it happened just for a few days....as we can see, in love, mostly everything will start out great....but the truth will reveal itself little by little through time spent together...their relationship were only in the beginning of the first phase, not yet the second, third, fourth phase where everything will get deeper and deeper...they didn't have time for even a small silly argument

Jack and Rose - two people who were of the opposite spectrum...so could their relationship survive several years? Rose was so used to the finer things in life...would she be willing to spend a few nights sleeping under the bridge like Jack used to? Or having to do various works just to earn a few dollars per week? Could Jack change his way of living just for Rose to be comfortable? Could he be a more responsible person and stop living as carefree as he used to?

Should one change for the other, or should one stay true to oneself?

I guess, it all comes back to the ultimate question that will never have an answer - "what if...."


p.s: does that make me a skeptic, or a realist? probably I'm just no longer a hopeless romantic...

p.p.s: choose a person with opposite characters they say....we will complete each other they say...boo!

Oh Students...

Sometimes my students can be so funny....

Funny remarks:

- "Miss, you look extra cute today!"

- "Miss, I really like your baju kurung..."

- "Wow Miss, a new handbag..."

- "You should try to wear your tudung like Miss" (said a Chinese girl to her Malay friend)


Funnier remarks:

- "Nice shoes Miss! It matches your baju kurung...but you use the same handbag daily" (from a boy...n he's not a girlish boy!)

- "Miss, your tudung is so pretty! I couldn't concentrate on the essay"


Funniest remarks:

- "Miss, *tooot* from next class says hi...he also said you look cute today"

- "Yes Miss, you want to date me?"

- "It's true Miss, you do look cute"


Kahkahkah...and all of the funniest remarks were from the same boy...adoyai...~

>.<

Nauzubillah....

Skarang, doa lps solat dh ada tambahan baru -

"Ya Allah...aku percaya pada jodoh yg telah Engkau tetapkan...tapi aku berdoa agar dijauhkan dari lelaki yg telah beristeri...sesungguhnya aku tidak mahu menyakiti hati mana2 perempuan lain..."

Ni tambahan selain drp doa2 yg slalu minta...semoga dimakbulkan-Nya...amin...~

Kpd suami2 di luar sana....sayangilah keluarga anda dgn sepenuh hati....tak payah la jeling2 senyum2 ayat2 perempuan lain bile berjauhan drp keluarga....macam mane agaknye kalau isteri plak yg dok flirt dgn lelaki bujang bile keluar rumah? Adeh....

*serius x suke org camni*

Note to Self 2

The Time of My Life by Cecelia Ahern

Dear Ms Ahern,
Thank you for the wonderful story that fits right in the hole :)

Note to Self...